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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Tuesday, August 20, 2013 ( still like this at heart @ 1:17 AM )  Recently I have had certain uncertainties and doubts about myself. There are so many things and circumstances that should have been, could have been, yet never did. It pains me to think of how these trivialities are presenting possible projections into the future, and whether there is truly nothing I could do to self improve, etc. Certain days have become quite mentally torturing, knowing how I've held on to clear priorities so much that life becomes simply...simplified. To the point whereby I start questioning this whole purposefulness, and becoming overly analytical. But I've digressed because I'm actually referring to different issues, heh. Sometimes, I forget that we are all essentially, different. There is no arguing that we grew up all in a million ways, and sometimes you just have to accept that there is no point in trying too hard. Understanding, comparing, and analyzing do work sometimes, whereas feeling and letting things take its course work on other times. I'm beginning to feel that we all fall into either of the circumstances too much at least a few times in our whole lives, becoming depressed or simply a sudden realization that things have gone too far. Depending on our own distinctive personalities, neither one is definitely bad, and in fact is helpful in guiding us how we live. But the main thing I suppose, is finding a suitable balance between the two that works for the individual. Of course, we're best comfortable with probably one kind of living most of the time, but we definitely need the other to keep check of ourselves and push for self-improvement. Whether we like it or not, we'll grow to live with it, or eventually like it. Extremely vague and referring to possible multiple circumstances, but I guess this is probably the gist. I'm beginning to see that at least for me, too much analysis is probably self destructive (heh), and just a simple constant reminder then: That sometimes, let this world take its course, and stay the way you are with people. Embrace all the oddities and differences that make you uncomfortable. It will be hard, very hard, but never doubt yourself too much. Continue doing and expressing whatever you love and defines you as who you are, don't be too flustered by those who can't immediately click with you on the same frequency. Not very sure how this changes things, but I'll stick to the belief that everyone's fighting a hard battle every day, so be nice and try standing in their shoes once in a while. We don't necessarily have to start plunging into the endless possibilities of changing the undesired/uncomfortable situations arising through differences, but at least we understand and respect. Suddenly To Kill a Mockingbird seems to bring about this old meaning to a new level -- We don't have to rush around and fall into depression every time there's something, but at least we stick to our own values, understand, and try to communicate bit by bit respectfully. I suddenly have extreme respect for Atticus (: [flying to korea in a few days time, we'll see how huh] |