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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

( to be myself always @ 11:10 PM )

"Regret you cannot put an end to...
A story you cannot apologize for...
What's engraved in there...
is the other me."

I AM HERE. ((:
heh, it does seem long enough to be blogging. in fact im just about to rant on stuff that are pointless maybe .__.

all right not long ago i've just finished Mansfield Park by Jane Austen, painstakingly done at certain sections and excitedly at other parts.


started to read the book out of pure curiosity, since i liked Pride and Prejudice, Sense and Sensibility and Emma as well ((: but in all must say that my level of English seems at the bottom still, since i still cannot bring myself to comprehend fully at times what Austen was trying to say, heh.
but overall i liked the book, though i think Pride and Prejudice and Emma might be better :DD

I want to read Wuthering Heights next! but right now i've just begun on The Bonesetter's Daughter, and i have great hopes for it since it was nanyang's LA book for my sis (heh guilty of not reading it after so long) but anyway im certain it will bring surprises enlightenment and feelings just like how TKAM has did :DD
(aww Scout and Boo!)

and then im actually rushing my GPP now, i dont know why but i suddenly decided to update my rotting blog ((: hahaha why do i tend to do stuff like this when im in such a state?

oh and im going to learn dance soon :D though its not jazz/modern dance as i hoped for (:
and then i've listed out so many things and scraps to do once holidays starts! one of them including transferring all the webbie icons to my laptop :DD i cant stand it anymore with the limited choice i have!

and then stupid imeem had to go and limit the songs to 30 seconds preview, ahhh my songtracks all cannot play already!! :(( so now ive changed to radioblogclub temporarily. but i miss The Girl Who Leapt Through Time's OSTs!!
that aside, found the new song "Before Stars Sleeping" by Yiruma which is the current blogsong ((:
Yiruma's songs are just so lovely aint it. ;) with such beautiful names too!

alright tataa. bye to this rotted bloggie :D






Tuesday, May 19, 2009

( overwhelming love..and unwillingness. @ 9:10 PM )

"What's shaking ... is your soul.
What I'm pulling towards myself ... is a shadow within the darkness.
The one shaking from the cold ... is me who's lying."

HELLO DA JIA. ((:
its been quite some time since i was here.
hais i dont know why but the mood to blog just suddenly diminished within me.
fading away,
just the same.

ANYWAY. uploaded huang cheng photos to picasa so theres a slideshow, haha! sorry for the looooong wait but i did upload to facebook though. ;D
hais. xiao huang cheng is over! i know this is kind of late but after xiao huang cheng when this really really is the last event i feel sad to leave huang cheng.
sad to leave the people i got so familiar with and all.
oh wells .__. im just damn glad and happy that i managed to be part of it all. ((:
I LOVE HUANG CHENG!

OH. let me add in CLEP's pei qun primary cultural camp! ^^

hahaa, after this event i realise JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE LEP. ^^
HAIS. i should have ran for lep council too! now im regretting :((
OH WELLS. even though im not in council i still love lep. hehh. and i shall somehow try to push CSC to that kind of standard too!!!

jiayou i believe we can do it :D
back to the camp, it was damn fun leading 24 kids myself and hosting 186 of them in the reading room (: group 6 wooh! and yea we were so tired we lagged in the room after they cleared out and continued to kbox HEH.

and actually deep down, you're really touched and blessed to find a place that you truly belong to, after having to leave one you dont really wanna leave.






Monday, May 11, 2009

( reaching for something in the distance @ 9:52 PM )

"What I want to see ... is the shape in the dark.
What I want to hear ... are the hesitating footsteps.
What I want to know ... is where I really belong."

"Who said I made a promise?"

yoo i just had my dental appointment and filled my tooth!
haishais.
things are moving on at a exceedingly fast pace recently. i wonder when we all have the chance to take a break and breathe.

anyway, yan yuan outing was on saturday at weimings house! :DDDDD
next time i shall get such a BIG HOUSE TOO. haha! too bad we didnt take photos of the "attic", that place just gives you the attic feel (:


so here are the photos:

jaa, i shall leave it as it is for now (((:





Sunday, May 10, 2009

( turning away @ 3:10 PM )

"I want you to stare at me
The real me
I want you to forgive
Whimsical you
Want you to understand

The other me"

"What happened yesterday,
I decided it didn't happen
So
you should also
decide it never happened"

sometimes, i'm really surprised at the sudden thoughts i have which never occured to me before, and those that will change my destiny.
am i that weak
or am i that determined?

and it so surprising too as to how well i can relate myself to higurashi. i can actually find comfort in the anime, haa.
people who watched this anime may think im some type of psycho haha! but really, honto.
its just that apt to feel dark sometimes, and imagine yourself that dark.

and not just that, the preview sentences are just so apt (esp the previous post) they can simply bring out my situation and feelings.
and on the brighter note,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ((:
escaping tomorrow :D
and please believe in me.

p.s: dolphins and killer whales really makes my day (:
i would give anything to just spend a day with it






Friday, May 08, 2009

( letting go @ 9:47 PM )

"Don't be scared
Beyond tomorrow
Don't damage it
Your heart
Don't apologize
Yesterday's everything"

"The sound of chimes stops
The moonlight shining through the curtains
The school with water puddles showing is shining
Raining harder"

have just decided on a very sudden decision.

sigh.
it's going to be sad, but this should be the right choice.
right?
and i'm certainly going to miss everything.
the feel wouldnt be the same anymore,
but im going for it.

holidays, but as packed as usual!
tomorrow is yan yuan outing, WHEEEE.
LOVE YOU GUYS!





Monday, May 04, 2009

( and torn between; @ 10:14 PM )

"What you see here is your fake home.
What you see there is but an empty gaze.
What I see is sadness repeating itself."

"The swirl of milk in the coffee cup."

"One mosquito flies past the fluorescent light."

"The tree stands in silence."

I HAVE CUT MY HAIR!
it is now much, much more thinner. i dont really like my fringe i think he cut it too short! but it will eventually grow out.
i love higurashi ending portrayals.
artistic dark, shadowy and beautiful (:






Friday, May 01, 2009

( photos, and higurashi (: @ 10:48 PM )

HI ALL.
dont feel like blogging recently, like i've lost the love suddenly after a long holiday, just like my piano :(

anyway! huangcheng photos are up on facebook! :D its not a lot because i couldnt take much during our preparation, so im still waiting for joseph to send me his photos! oh and photos from shumei and yufan are on facebook too :D

gah facebook dont have slideshow, so i shall post the url up here! http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=107006&id=731821061
i should upload to picasaweb! but im too lazy for that .__.

and its finally holidays which i have wasted one whole day away doing nothing but slacking and oh wells, i guess i am still trapped in the mood of disintegrating into nothingness whilst reflecting on today's bloody episode at home.
dwadling around; grabbing at something in mortified sadness

started watching higurashi no naku finally! :DDDD
VERY EXCITED.
and stupid stupid zhenglin! now im addicted to it i cant stop D:
but what with blood gore morbid macabreness i cant seem to stop.
somehow i feel super related and attached to this anime. X.X dont know if its just today's episode of morbidness that shaped me into a mood for this, or whether im just purely a person who deep inside is just full of darkness?

or maybe, everyone just has that dark side in them.

hope you people might come to that feeling when watching the anime too ((: OH but for those who cannot tolerate any slightest bit of blood and gore, please do not watch this. by looking at the OPs of higurashi i think you should know already. ((:

ehh by the way Higurashi no Naku means The Cry of the Cicadas (The anime's english name is When They Cry), and i simply love the name too :D just because of the pun in "cry" (both pun applies to jap "naku" and eng!)

OH MY MAIN POINT:
I LOVE HIGURASHI'S OVERALL "PACKAGING"! maybe that's why i feel so attached to it XD i love the opening and ending scenes and songs!!! love them to death. and the narrator at higurashi season one's ending is just heartt :DD
hahaa. shall post the OPs and ED song up here :DD must admit that the songs are apt just like shakugan no shana! mysterious and nice.

OP for season one:
(i personally love the OP for season two better :D oh and i love the part in season one OP where Rika is holding the mask)



OP for season two:

oh whee and this is ED for season one ((:
fell in love instantly with the prelude. but why oh why is it sung in english! jap would have been better!