Dance like nobody's watching




Eyu.
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Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds.

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

( dont cry; @ 8:06 PM )


"What I seek for is a shadow which doesn't sway.
What I'm searching for is an illuminated escape.
What I gave you was my habitual sadness."

;)
because im feeling so.

kind of weird though, when im in for great disaster in less than a week.
i guess its the music and photos that numb your feelings :D

AND I AM EXCITED. my sister finally sent me those web icons in my main com, so i can finally have a large variety of icons to choose from to express my emotions :D
never again do i have to limit myself ^^

and in fact im this happy to put up all those icons but no lets let it vary shall we(:
and the fact that im still doomed doesnt change after all this. just that it makes my heart swell by looking and hearing them beautiful things(:

when you really truly accomplish something it feels as though the rain has just surged through your whole body, filling it and overflowing, and then suddenly leaving you;
it feels as though your soul has been cleansed.



so ive decided to post this up ;) yes and this is the exact song ("You") im learning on piano now. please dont get frightened by it hahh. but its kind of the soul cleansing feeling i get everytime i hear this song(: dont know why but its really amazing how you witness these girls go through those extremely dark stages with all the sadness and yet they had those wonderful memories - which fate can still be changed if one believes. (:

isnt that such a wonderful messsage despite the blood and gore(:
and yes so i can somehow feel all those mixed feelings in the song itself when i listen to this (and rena's version of the song "Dear You - Cry") - the yearning for the light, the dark pasts, the soothing attitude they resolve to etcetc.
its just hard to put it into words

yay Rena Rika Mion Shion Satoko Hanyuu and Keiichi all of you rock(:



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Monday, June 22, 2009

( getting sober @ 9:30 PM )


"What came...
the twilight shadow.
What one was lost in...
the darkness of time.
What will meet...

the gap between past and future."

i woke up at 8am today! unbelievable haha but yes i made it.
all i can say is issues and ideas are torturing, but the accomplishment is gratifying((:


and so today ht came over to borrow notes, and then we went to NJ together in hope, yet was barricaded by the security guard so ht had to go in herself. nonetheless HC didnt have that restriction wahaha! :D
must say that today wasnt very fruitful because right after my completion of GP everything else seemed bland.

hai. when will i ever come to my senses ._.
taadaa photos arent i fast ht! haha and yes i managed it with paint! but i should have done it with picasa i realise :O

at the beloved amphi (:

yes i really do wonder too where to find someone like us again nowadays(:
after all we've had memories since we were 8.

and i originally had plenty to blog about, but all of which has been forgotten once i really do so. i guess the mind is still the best diary afterall!
OHYES i remember one thing to blog, and thats about how beautiful the wind has been these few days.
sometimes i could just stand in front of the window and smile for hours with the wind in my face,
because thats just such a wonderful feeling.

and i need new songs in my ipod, now.
but i really cant waste any more time! :(
quick can somebody give me a push and go back in time?

oh i remembered another thing to blog about haha! awns lizi even though you're not reading this but i just want to lament on how i regret not taking any photos together while we were waitressing! i really liked raffles's uniform you know :D and those unforgettable experience at orchard park, swissotel and many more((:
oh wells i guess they can be kept somewhere in the head.
just that hearing ewe relating her stories made my heart itch when i remember my days when we finally became sort of experienced in the area :D
okay. i should stop this nonsensical blabberings and go back to doing useful things.

and i must wake at 8am tomorrow shant we ht! and also because the morning breezes are always more heartwhelming :D
and to think ive missed out so much of them, can i just have the will again?





Wednesday, June 17, 2009

( tiptoeing on the edge @ 3:21 PM )


"Footsteps...
a murmur from the past.
What can be seen...
the truth within the mist.
What can be heard...
forgiveness unto you."

i dont know why ive been really procrastinating and slackening, for the thrid week in a row.
i dont know why but this has got to stop
somehow.


i would wake up at 8, close my eyes, drift off unconsciously and maintain in that sick state until afternoon. then i would walk around aimlessly playing the piano switching on the laptop and embark on a useless journey.

sometimes, i just cant help thinking im such a failed person.
或许,我该得一个比莫醒醒还惨的病.
no i am not a sad masochistic, i deserve each and every of this.
but then again, all of this is just another excuse.

tell me how to stop this unbreakable chain,
onegai.
because i just cant seem to set my own will on it.
running away from that darkness that just keeps growing larger; coming faster; and devouring every second.
how long does it take to realise finally that the shadow is just the light yearning for it's own body?


unmei.
held in our very own hands or followed blindly?
perhaps, there is that something controlling from behind your backs..
and the weak...
is just nothing but encircled by their own imaginative cage.

yet again, excuses.
but how many per cent of that is true?

or maybe just, its time to do something of real value ((:
some photos to share again:


doesnt this photo just lift your emotions ((:


and imagine that, almost feeling the sun's presence
and i would give anything, anything to get my hands on those crystal keys! and looking at this reminds me of ayumi hamasaki's song. forgot whats the name shall go search for it. :D and marionette too love! do watch Marionette by her if you have the time. and i swear, im really not being a masochist. i just love such eerie vintage feel, somehow.

and finally ending off with this((: waited so long before i got my hands on it from evelyn :D
can you just feel the exact feeling


because i can. (:





Tuesday, June 16, 2009

( tooi yume @ 6:09 PM )

oh man i dont know why but after wasting the whole day trying to clear my C drive from the movies i ended up rewatching them.

and the feelings returned are indescribable.
shall post some really heartwhelming scenes up here, though it's still better to see it as clip :D


can you just imagine this scene in real life? sunset and all (:

and this :D wanted to find the scene when she raised her sword in front of her face, but no haha lots of scenes cant be found.


heh so thats for now. ((: still the same thing: its better to watch the real thing itself, esp the songs awwwns!
forever a fan of hayao miyazaki (:






( and i dont want to fall to pieces @ 12:48 PM )

"What's bewildering...
the footprints of regret.
What's chasing...
the look of suspicion.
What's wandering around...
your other self."

YOO. ((: i am here with photos i promised hahaha.
demo, this post would be filled with narcissism HAHA, gomenasai!
i just love the nails so much :D

TADA! my left hand with stars :D

and my right with hearts :D

and together you have.. RAINBOW COLOURS!



HAHA sorry did that hurt your eyes yes it does :D but anyway i realised that the lifespan of the nails is short .__. but its okay ive found another way :D
so anyway yesterday was mummy's birthday, went out to watch dance subaru and teared a few times :D
demo ima wa henki ((:
AND, saw that lovely dress at bustop for $33, GAHHH.
it's okay i have loads of clothes already. ((:
and, im still falling down down down.





Sunday, June 14, 2009

( walking on air @ 9:51 PM )


"What you yearned for...
the eternal slumber.
What you can hear...
the rainfall of malice.
What was drained...
the opening to darkness."

"The untravelled road where the tilted traffic sign stands
The stall on the shrine road yields to the dull-coloured sky
The rain striking the trees
The bicycle left by the roadside."

HELLO PEOPLE ((: came back from lep camp on thurs, havent been able to update but here i am! :DD
haha lep camp rocked, group 2 rock all the way man!!
let the photos do the talking:








yepps and that pretty much summarizes the camp. ang xiaohao we're still waiting for you to upload the photos we took on the swing! hahah XD

the camp is really fun :D enjoyed the group performances extremely. haha how can i ever forget my part! and xiaohao totally formed his image with that classic line ;D

a brief update, slept at 6.40am today because i was rushing for ell homework .__. slept off 2 hours in between unintentionally, but oh wells it cant be helped. and the best part? ht and i spontaneously had reasons not to go for cip today, haha is that coincidence or what! but anyway do get well from your fever! :((

on a brighter note, today (still) went out shopping and bought a dress and a long top :D they look fantabulous and are RED. haha! but the dress appears to ran3 se4 so it will be damn sad to see the white parts going pink .___. ahh should have taken a photo with it before washing it looks really suitable to celebrate white christmas with that dress :D

oh by the way went for Inspire's charity concert Heartbeat yesterday, and totally impressed by NYMD's dance! oh man they all cut their hair into bob just for their CCA! isnt that simply awesome!! hahah and the dance to Apologise is really damn good, should have filmed it on cam :D oh and RIJC modern dance rocked too! the first part was choreographed so wonderfully :DD

also, my fingernails are officially RAINBOW ((:
is that cool or what :DD
shall post up the photos tml, tabun. ((:

Jaa ne.
oh no i've encountered problems in reading the scores for "you"! taskete!






Sunday, June 07, 2009

( dont go away @ 11:53 PM )


"What cannot be saved...
the single teardrop.
What cannot be stopped...
the cry of despair.
What's coming...
the chain of hatred."

"From your eye
a silent tear rolls
and you smile, happily."

yoo. a few things to update about :D
going away for clep camp tml, be back on thurs .__.
eee dont feel like going and feeling so unprepared for everything.

haha that aside, i think that the song Don't Go Away by BY2 is simply AWESOME. i've been listening to the english and chinese version for two days straight non stop, replaying and replaying.
i think they're really talented, to have composed this song themselves, and it portrays the feeling so aptly awws.

AND, i love their MV. it has everything i like in it: dance (ballet), white vintage feel, piano, and there was even a CAT! AHAAAA. my love for this MV is just uncomparable! with so many things i love in it + the song itself = hearts ((:

therefore, do take a look ;)
(if you still dont know BY2 are twins artiste from SINGAPORE :D and age 16 wooh! this song is written for their father who passed away if im not wrong)

Eng version

Chinese version

oh and yay got the ending song from zhenglin :D FSN rocks forever!
and shimata, i forgot what i wanted to write about.
OH im almost done learning higurashi's "you" on piano! ((: after that i must learn FSN songs! >D

all right. went bugis with ht today, POSB atm screwed up so had to borrow money from her .__. stupidstupid or i wouldve bought that dress!
its okay, i got the lovely shirt thats about ballet haha!

sometimes i wonder if we could be like this too.

OKAY. THATS IT FOR NOW.






Thursday, June 04, 2009

( the wounds we have are far too deep @ 12:20 PM )


but let's endure this pain.

"What I'm forgetting...
is your warmth.
The sound of sad footsteps repeats...
luring to the door...
pieces of memory."

"The sunlight shining between the curtains,
The cry of the cicadas rains down"

YO THERE. long time not here again, heh and i have loads to update on, so much overloaded that my brain can't find a suitable way to put them into proper words.
first of all finished Fate Stay Night, watched on an impulse at zhenglin's house and thereafter addicted to it. whyy oh whyy is it only 24 episodes!!! T.T

and after watching the whole thing i've been gloomy for days, haaah.
it's like a part has been torn away from my soul, miraculously, and when i first watched the ending i cried like hell!!!
AHHHHHHH. doushite?!! even though i know the ending is much happier but still but still!

nevertheless, people gp watch it! i promise you Fate Stay Night is so superb you can't quit on it :DDD
nyahhh :3 the music is just so apt and awesome, and theres just so many beautiful scenes in the anime you just want to keep looking at them forever!
GO SABER! :DD
and after watching Fate Stay Night i've suddenly gotten this huge interest in King Arthur, hehh. awwws Saber!!

wahaha okay i shall stop ranting. and i shall download all FSN OST!! oh ive gotten my hands on loads of the piano scores already >DD learning higurashi no naku's "Dear You" ((:

blahs. another update ym and yc came for a visit two days ago, (gosh times passes by so fast) and si yc painted my nails black!!! AHHHH. no photos haha i look like some witch HAHAA but i cant waste nail polish so keeping them til this sat .__.
and after that i shall do rainbow colours!!! :33

and on a final note,
can someone send me the ending song for FSN last episode?!