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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Wednesday, June 16, 2010 ( if theres a road laid out for you, it's in you. @ 8:10 PM )  at the moment i feel like giving up. sighhh. can i make it through that? when i refuse to give up trying this. promises that keep getting broken. shattered faith, please be brave. mood extremely down. haha but never mind i shall blog some videos to divert my attention(: 1: what an awesome (vintage) amusement park they managed to get for their MV filming, 2: i want to visit such a beach someday too, with those long grass and worn out fences♥, 3: awesome vocals (: and so young too, 4: snapshots of this MV would be awesome photos, maybe i can take some one day too♥ and another one: 1: yes he can sing!!!!♥♥♥ 2: he's yiruma. the song is River Flows In You (with lyrics!). 3: and he's my ichiban idol (((: 4: please visit www.yiruma.com haha ♥ i love his photos! 5: and i just realised that this piece is sung by Ruvin (whoever he is, you'll get to hear him when you go yiruma's website), but in this video yiruma sings live :D imo the two sounds amazingly similar hahaha Monday, June 14, 2010 ( refuses to write a title for this @ 8:48 PM )  我该如何是好？我知道这里几乎没有人来(: it's all right it's like a real personal diary. 这么地记录着成长的一点一滴，青春的生涩，童年的无知。 不过怎么好像偏题了？ i guess my original purpose of coming here was no purpose after all. except, that i think im really not the type of doing things that im not good in. which boils down to almost everything, and the conclusion that im quite a useless person. but i hope i can work harder towards everything, and be a better person each day, even though it's so hard and it takes so much. why is it so easy for some person to find that determinaton while it doesn't for me, i don't know. 我希望，可以出国念书，去看看外面的世界，去感受丰富的文化，被异国风情包围住。但是我所重视的一切事物，它们还会在吗？漫长岁月之际，是否还能一切荡然存在？更何况，外面的世界就能如此轻易包容我？ 我不相信，但是我仍然向往。 all these littlest things. the other day I suddenly had a revelation about tattoos (haha), and decided that if i one day had to get a tattoo, it has got to be a piano ♥ which replaced the star I had so persistently sought for, and does this mean that my love for piano/music has successfully overpowered my passion for starry nights :O haha i guess not im thinking that it's the design problem. i dont know why but i think a star, the five-point-polygon shaped deisgn is really...something that's unable to bring out the essence of a true star. Countless times when I tried to love and draw that shape but realised in the end i'd rather draw a heart instead -.- hahaha this goes to show how awesome a star is and no one can successfully portray it! (I wonder why a 5 point polygon shape was decided to represent a star, just like why a heart shape has to go like this ♥, but oh wells) I am more inclined to think that a cross makes a star looks nicer :D and which is why i am so inclined to buy that vintage zumreed inspired headphones but that stupid idiotic star design is what that's hindering me!!! AHHH. and it's so cliche, hate to say it hahah. maybe i'll get the ripples inspired ones instead! but i really really like the two colours ): since they're my favourite colours. hahah OKAY enough rambling to myself and back to torturing lunwen. it's something thats draining my soul and passion and energy and i feel like such a useless person. back to first point(: [edit] OH ON A SIDE NOTE, yes im into classical music i guess i was totally off point for a while haha but anyway, yiruma is awesome :D i have become his fan hahaha personal page added to my loves! (there he goes together with kagaya♥) oh yes maybe that was what i intended to blog about with relation to the piano tattoo, but i think i got haywire halfway talking about stars hahaha ♥ strongly recommends: Maybe, Before Stars Sleeping, What Beautiful Stars (I'm going to learn all these three if it takes forever!) and River Flows In You/Kiss The Rain if you haven't heard of them already, and if you really haven't you're a douche. HAHA oops. (and i realise huang cheng kops yiruma's songs, awesome) (on another side note, River Flows In You IS NOT and WILL NEVER BE Bella's Lullaby! -angry- how can yiruma ever be related to Twilight Saga!!!Although many people will get to know of Yiruma through this) what else. OH YES haha celebrated birthdays wth daddy and mummy at Sakae Sushi and nydc respectively, plus shopping at bugis street awesome :D hahaa thanks to American Express Rewards Points we got free meals at high class restaurants hahaha! and it's been so long since I did serious shopping and I love the items I got!! :D:D OH i bought back my awesome blue ribbon hahaha! woooh! plus a ton of awesome hair accessories (yes im into ribbons and all those i'm gonna wear them while my age still permits) and awesome dress and a pretty gothic skirt HAHA. not that gothic as compared to the others or ewe will puke seriously. (: OKAY TATA. wow to think a second edit can bring so many things. i wish i could upload photos but time does not permit and so off i go to lunwen(: Friday, June 11, 2010 ( please be brave. @ 9:47 PM )  要调整心情，怎么就那么难呢。Monday, June 07, 2010 ( there was no parade @ 9:04 PM )  and I don't wanna fall to piecesI just want to sit and stare at you I don't wanna talk about it and I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't wanna talk about it 'cos I'm in love with you Repitition but I really love how Avril's songs portray such emotions with just a few lines♥ Sometimes we just don't feel like saying it out, rather just seeking comfort, searching for that undoubting acknowledgement and the strength coming from the wordless. I think it applies to so many situations, especially for me(: and no not always sad moments, instead most of them come when I'm valuing personal time. haha I think I'm valuing more of my personal time, and it's awesome if you can also share those silent thoughtful moments with someone you are really close to. haha I suddenly thought of something ht said about sleeping x) randomness! But it's just so true when you feel that you just don't want to say anything, or express your thoughts explicitly at that moment, and all you want to do is just to hope for mutual/quiet understanding. or it really irks you in a way, haha(: and then perhaps the time will come for you to say whatever you want. or maybe not but still. (: and then today's experiences got me thinking, once again, about what I'm doing with this tiny life of mine? sort of forgot what inspired me, but the conclusion I got out from it all was, life is so simple, yet so complicated. (haha okay I think my inspiration was from Angel Beats! and listening to all those lep forum) but yes anyway. we realise that life is actually so, so simple. what we actually are looking for in life, that ultimate goal or dream that constantly motivates us to survive and keep holding on, is usually so....simple. be it the ability to smile, to laugh, to love, to be happy, or to be with your loved ones♥ Just like how Yui's wish was only to have the right to love and be loved, these are things that enrich our souls and keep us going. but the process?along the way it gets so complicated and along the way we might not know what we've turned into. added values, added egoism or materialism and such things. sometimes we only get to know what the most simplistic (and most fulfilling) dream is when we are stripped off of our ability to do so. and that goes to this:  gosh we are so blessed with countless things we take for granted. Think of Yui in her previous life and look at this picture again. and I thought I understood how blessed I was. ♥ haha okay just a little snippet (long since I did such a long post :D im happy!) before I get a bit more depressed at the moment due to lunwen and the upcoming lep camp (equating to lesser time for mugging purposes, but nevertheless a great thing if you don't count the tests). gosh society is such a pain. why couldnt we have been more simplistic and less modern? ha ha oh my god this is where it dawns on me that I'M ACTUALLY AN IDEALIST! haha guess that was still expected .__. after all those countless reflections and psychology stuff? but then again wouldn't idealists be pretty sad in this world where ideals can't happen? HAHA guess I shouldn't dwell into this too much. ((: IGNORANCE IS BLISS or I think I can go crazy in my own ponderings one day. JUST SMILE. BYEEEEEEE(: (back to complaints on lunwen. haha JIAYOU. this is the 18 year old life oh no I want to stay 18 forever please) Tuesday, June 01, 2010 ( i was walking alone, and everyone was waiting @ 12:44 AM )  hello i've been slacking gosh. okay stop right there, halt thou shalt not proceed.pull back and focus on more important things! one month is really short soon will be 4 months left to As! use this chance to seriously buck up now! :O you've had your long break now is the time to focus! then you can talk about play hard only when you've proved that you studied hard(: JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU. (now go finish lunwen before the week!) on a side note, Angel Beats! is awesome (: i wonder what will become of me when i die. |