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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Monday, May 30, 2011 ( and do fairytales come true? @ 4:11 PM )  yes, they do.I really do have a thing for blogging inconsistently, but all right since I'm here let's do a few updates(: been to sheares exposure camp, got myself all tanned unevenly again, met wonderful people. and in the midst of that, I received two wonderful news these are truly moments in life when fairytales really do come true, when prayers are answered, and you feel that you are blessed. the road is still long, though. (why do I feel as if sentiments are harder to translate into words?) it has been too long after all. guess I need to come back here more often to write more. (: OH. because I have benefited this much from kind hearted people over the net, I shall find time to write about all my scholarship applications and interviews once the last/final one is confirmed :D just so that juniors can hopefully benefit from them too! And boy there is so much to write about ha ha. Hopefully I don't forget all the things I've been through. this post has been extremely random and extremely colloquial (save for the purpose of recording down this significant event :D). The things I write are still so vague huh, ;)  time to tumblr! edit: browsing blogs around has enabled me to think more deeply, which has yet to happen for quite some time already. I love epiphanic moments (: "It’s so easy to find excuses for what is really laziness. I’ve stopped writing (in any meaningful sense) on my blog for a few months now, and the repercussions are slowly setting in: words are slipping past me without warning, thoughts worth penned down have been forgotten or become a faint half-comprehended memory, and an acquiescence for things around me is bothering me. It’s not so much a loss for words or intellectual regress, but a loss of momentum. Sometimes there’s so much happening in life that time to sit down and writing down daily muses has become a luxury that I can hardly afford. It’s sad to think – on hindsight – that A levels was what first killed the momentum, which once lost is difficult to regain. I went back to living life. Which was in a way good and definitely refreshing (by any measure preferable to A levels), but I soon realized that a life unrecorded is a life unexamined, and therefore not worth living. In retrospect there were so much I wanted to write about that I hardly know where to begin, and so much regret that some of these memories are less vivid then they should have been." and "Cancer zodiac sign has the symbol of 'The Crab'. One of the basic characteristics of a Cancerian is that he is very prone to mood swings, which are matched by changing emotions. At one point of time, you may have seen him in a typical party mood, enjoying himself and laughing at other people's jokes. He may come across as the most extroverted member in the entire group. However, another time, he may be completely introverted, sitting in a corner and lost in his own world. This single personality trait can help you in identifying a Cancer very easily. A Cancerian will never run behind fame and publicity, but if he ever gets it, he definitely knows how to bask in the limelight. In a melancholic mood, he can become the coldest person on this earth and drown you in his bottomless depression. Cancerians are prone to pessimism and usually hide their fears behind a veil of humor. They love to dream and for them, sky's the limit. When he cries, it is because he is deeply hurt from inside. A harsh glance or a rough tone can easily break Cancer's vulnerable heart. When he is hurt, he will either cry his heart out or retreat into a silent spell. However, it is rare that he takes revenge from the one who has hurt him. If a Cancer retreats to his shell, you can be sure he will become completely unreachable. He won't pick his phone, answer the doorbell or even check his mail. Another mood that can engulf a Cancer is a snappy one, or you can say a crabby one. He will hate the world and snap at anything and everything. However, you can be sure he is not angry with you and will soon be his normal self again. While in a conversation, the facial features of a crab will change a number of times, displaying his numerous moods. He has a vivid imagination and at times will drown you in his moods too. Each and every experience affects him and gets engraved in his memory. Cancerians remember everything life has taught them and are true patriots. Past intrigues them and they love to collect antiques, old treasures and ancient relics. They are the perfect keepers of secrets and people automatically confide in them. However, their own thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits for everyone. A typical cancer will never discuss his personal life with anyone. Compassion and intuition gel perfectly with the Cancer profile. He seldom judges people, just soaks up what comes his way and reflects the same. He will never ever give up an object he cherishes, be it a gift from a lover or the worn jeans he loves wearing. Cancerians have a soft heart; they care about people and are quite helpful. However, they wait to see if someone else is helping. If the answer is yes, they will sit back and let the other person be the savior. In case no one comes forward; they will be there to rescue you. A Cancer person may come at the last minute, but he will save you just before you are about to drown. He is not selfish, it just that he never wants to be impulsive. But, he will save you nonetheless. Before he makes any move, a Cancerian must be sure of strong backing. Without it, he hates to venture on his own. He does not forget mistakes easily, especially his own. He will brood over them and take a long time before moving ahead again. Cancerian loves, rather reveres, his home and his loved ones. Too much is not even enough for him. He needs more, more security, more love and more care. Insecurity may lead him to depression and weaken him physically. However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing. All they require is happiness, optimism and laughter in large doses. They are prone to negative thoughts and are always preparing for the unseen future." I simply love writings that ring with me. So taking a "horoscopic" view, those complicated feelings from long ago when I've tried to justify my erratic behavior are actually so simply explained that I didn't have to bother. To think that I still attempted to rationalize everything (of not bothering others with the emotional moments) by throwing credits to my seemingly logical and erhem considerate actions -- all those windy explanations of 'this is all a repeating cycle' and 'we will all get better after all, because life is beautiful' and hence 'why bother others when I will be all right in the end'. well, not that they are wrong (they still do make some sense, mind) but it seemed really simple by just summarizing it all into "However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing." HA HA HA. Horoscopic view, huh (: you just cant explain certain things in life. that's what makes life intriguing and magical. Also, the Cancer part is probably the best horoscope description (of me) that I've ever came across. It intrigues me that 100% of what it says is probably right, and aptly sums up some of my life goals/character/way of living: 1. Never judging a person from first sight (and hence no first impressions whatsoever for most of the time, so please please stop digging deep dark secrets from me when there is absolutely none! GRR. Ha ha okay no one knows what I'm talking about) 2. Family oriented (ttm) 3. Self healing (HA HA HA mind it's not isolation here) 4. Extreme extrovert and extreme introvert (again, introvert is probably never the best word to complete the meaning) 5. Wander lust 6. Vintage lover 7. Random 8. Very sensitive and hence cautious with building relations (it's so lucky that we are self healing then) 9. Loves to be the one helping but secretly hopes that someone else is there to share the burden (or, teamwork?) 10. Perfect in keeping secrets (or stm/non-chalant, better put HAHAA) and to sum it all up, a Pessimistic Idealist. :D |