apprehensive?

I just hope that everything would be all right.(:

Not just me, but everyone else who might be suffering now. The reason can be as trivial as nothing, but all the same if they're reasons that bother us and test our hearts and souls, may god bless us, and that we may be able to pull through, keep holding on, and move on to a better tomorrow.

this, I hope(:

Time to start beginning a life full of goals, once again! This time there are goals, not just the one which was to simply aim for that final exam results. (ugh and I don't want to think about it, but in March what has to come has to come)

Hence, let's do something crazy and something that nourishes our souls:

- Learn more of Yiruma's piano sheets

- Learn guitar and someday be able to play and sing like Yui!

- Read and read and read everyday

- Learn Japanese

- Dance.

And..more academic based goals:

- A different intern/job to excite our senses soon

- Scholarships and universities applications

Setting targets. ha ha ha but to persevere takes more than that.

something to brighten up my day.

and I must mention that "The Age of Innocence" is truly an enlightening book! I find myself squealing in excitement mentally when I come across sentences and phrases so apt I can relate our society to. Such was the time of the enlightenment and struggle, to break free from society stigmas and turn to a more liberal society. Yet, everything has its pros and cons, and even now I amuse myself with the simple fact that how the liberal (characterized by industrialization) times have actually binded and tied down people just the same way the conservative times have done. just that perhaps we are, still unconscious.

(:

read it!