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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Friday, January 14, 2011 ( growing up @ 8:38 PM )  today's conversation sparked off an interest and I came home and glanced through my blog archives, long time no see.ha ha it kind of startles me that I have actually 6 whole years of diary entries, on this remote little online page of mine? and then I see how much I've changed, from the nonchalant carefree and optimistic little girl to that worrying rebellious person, blahblahblah...and til now, a very apprehensive, passionate, pragmatic idealist. (i can almost hear jiashen saying, "are you sure you are an idealist!"HA HA.) huh. sometimes I kind of doubt it too. but I really really truly was simply an optimistic person. until after JC. I do hope many people do not advance to the next level, and become a pragmatic idealist. The mind becomes so convoluted and confused that one does not know how to put dramatic realistic sadistic yet again optimistic thoughts onto paper/(screen). but anyway, i see the change. and that change leaves a bittersweet feeling lingering, just like how you feel when you finally finish a really good book and see the two words, "The End." but I really am, I think, an idealist. People who don't know me well think I'm an optimist, always bubbly cheerful and fresh into the world. People who befriends me think I'm still an optimist, constantly bringing laughter to all by being crazy and being stressed at certain times only. Only people who enter my dreams at night and listening to them talk while I space out on buses know that deep down inside, I'm probably this dark person (heh heh heh) who thinks of the unthinkable. all right, not unthinkable, but you can't figure out it easily due to it's ambiguity and complicated nature. but anyway, why have I digressed? I meant to say that, the idealist still lives. On my tumblr posts, in my heart and out there. Up to this point, I think I'm pretty much confused with what I've just written. HAHAHA. I really really really just wanted to say, after all, is that these 6 years of archive are.. highly amusing. and I'm glad I've changed(: and that my writing has improved so much more!  Something here that caught your heart?(:Note: (books to read so that I can cross out more than 30 on the Facebook booklist!) - Wuthering Heights - Alice in Wonderland (the original version!) - 1984 - The Age of Innocence - Oliver Twist - blhablhablahlah omg i cannot remember. |