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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010 ( when will this end? @ 10:08 PM )  sigh life does have a lot of irritating disturbing things going around to bother you and fuss you around. what a lot better if we didn't all have secrets and things can be made so explicit to each other with that simple "fuck off!" in the faces which my father so endearingly attached himself to whenever a point or a stance is made.right there. i just sweared again. indirectly. but the truth is the world has no place for one to be so honest, so revealing to each other, because what that does only hurts each other with daggers and arrows which words had turned into. you know, i really look up to people who not only ambition to be, but also practise to be a writer(: words are marvelous, deep and enchanting. anyway some updates, have been slacking and going out and also finding some time to worry about university matters. have set up a blogshop together with bff, HEE. just some fun i guess, and really really great to catch up with your bestest friend after the strenuous As. it's times like this, that you really think that we're kind of lucky to have still stuck together, after all these years, and hope that this really doesn't die off. the opportunities in life when you spill your darkest/pained secrets to each other and yet they come out flowing like the least problems in the world(: anyway, i have been at least two tones darker than what i usually am, owing to the fact that we've been swimming (twice, but mainly still recovering from the first swim that really burnt us two degrees darker haha) anyway, here's just a post to life my mind off matters, and not to feel so much angsty or irritated. and, i shall attempt to sleep earlier and (hence) wake earlier. HA! Sunday, December 12, 2010 ( (: @ 11:26 PM )   edit: did i ever mention how absolutely excited and touched i was, when i found that someone in reality really did manage to capture what was portrayed in my most favourite from kagaya?moral of the story: tumblr rocks. ( hopes @ 11:01 PM )   it is time,to go to my tumblr(: and perhaps find some hope in there! ( happiness relinquishes @ 1:29 AM )  it sort of alarms me how people around me are already receiving their offers and acceptance into oxford and stanford, etc etc etc.and there i thought i was faster than others too. surprise, surprise. it's not at all "early" to be already thinking about which course to take in university, or scholarship or blahblahblah. that's for people who have probably lost their goals or never had one to begin with. or perhaps one needs to accept the fact that there are indeed some who have different tempo than others? some who are fated to become the next great person of the nation, or... it;s kind of scary. but maybe, just like what they say, 上帝在冥冥之中已经为你安排好了。 and everything happens for a reason, we just have to place our faith in it. (i realise the old optimism is working again.) but then again, i feel that this optimism is very much something that happens in a blink of the eye. the moment i publish this post, close the computer, those frightening scenes and thoughts come up upon me again. perhaps, happiness relinquishes as time forgets. who knew? Friday, December 10, 2010 ( paranoia @ 12:56 AM )  this generation.that generation. i fear, i fear(: are we for the better or for the worse? ohmygosh sounds like im really reflecting on these few days of training but anyway, they can be linked or singular. i dont know what to write anymore. moments ago i think i was kind of angsty and angry even, but i guess mood swings around more easily lately, especially after this year, and nothing really matters anymore. after all, in the end, we all move on. recently i seem to be in lesser control of my temper, (a sudden realization!) :O i dont know if it's for the better or for the worse, too, but i guess it's time i learn how to employ this to my advantage(: i feel that perhaps in the past i was just too...soft-hearted? or compliant? is that the word? perhaps my random burst of emotions (and voiced out these times) can after all help me fight for my rights and be strong. after all, we should grow stronger by the second. hee hee i think it's only now that i really realise the difference they say, that of the difference between an arts and a science students. the mind really works differently and truly throws you into new perspectives :D but i still maintain that, after all these years, im glad to be an arts student :D HAHA i love to feel the humanity inside me (: (and perhaps that would pose a great problem if i really took up computing? idk haha or it can be a worthy challenge, to see from different perspectives) even though arts has sort of opened me up to the dark world, with philosophies and ideologies oh-so-complicated, enabled me to think in the deepest waters and meaning of life etc, i guess i learn how to treasure life more(: (see see i still am directing myself towards optimism haha i guess it's kind of healthy) so i guess, writing it all out does help? (: it's always like this huh i realise, start off in heartwrecks, pains and cynicism, but after the words flow for a while, you realise that they direct you slowly towards the light. words have power.(: brilliant ones. and if i constantly write (and cry), i think i can safely secure my sanity and optimism in life (: it's kind of vague huh. and all of you have no idea yet as to why i started this post and/or the specific event which led me into kind-of-pessimism, heeheehee. it's a habit. and even more so after learning csc HA. i think i am truly an arts student(: and, i think i should blindly believe for a while and allow my soul and heart some freedom they deserve. time to slack!(: p.s: perhaps i would still blog that post i promised! |