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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010 ( tumblr! @ 4:40 PM )  GOSH tumblr is just so awesome. i have to stop myself just in time if not i would have wasted too much time browsing through everything.reminder to oneself: reblog photos from hayao miyazaki (that spirited away quote) and many more(: Tuesday, September 28, 2010 ( torn apart @ 8:56 PM )  Sometimes, I feel like this existence of humans is purely facade. I'd cry in showers questioning the necessity of our survival and secretly curse why the fucking hell is this world so screwed.and also, there will always be this undeniable, inconvenient truth that parents can never truly understand their child no matter how hard they try. -taken from my diary planner. some days it just feels so screwed up and even profanities can be uttered. i seriously think im getting too old by the second. :O that aside, it's not a very good time to be pensieve about this because for now, we have to focus on cold hard facts, i.e. timed comprehension due on thursday. god bless my GP. on a side note, new tumblr up :D (finally) though i am most definitely not going to abandon my four years worth of archive here(: so tumblr's just gonna be my channel for deeper thoughts, inspirational moments and dreams compiled and compressed into quotes and pictures. it is really user friendly :D should have tried it million years ago hahaha! so i guess there will be lesser photos and pictures here? www.thesandglass.tumblr.com it's under my blog links too :D (under heartit) Thursday, September 23, 2010 ( pensieve @ 8:55 PM )  prelims over and i find myself refreshening up by surfing tumblr, listening to soothing songs posted up by others (surprisingly not yiruma but maybe later ha ha that reminds me), quite on the contrary to what i've believed i would be doing, like watching youtube or pet society or even watching ppstream?this feeling of aging, and this feeling of cleansing the soul (Y) and i realise that i have shut myself out from msn for so long that now when i open it it lags my computer and so i have no choice but to close it down again. (Y) god's will? pieces of pensieve thoughts floating around in my mind. (and i cant type heart icons anymore, i dont know why) "i still want to be a teenager and do crazy things!" i dont know why but im already fearing of what's to come. tied together with the unsure future, and the tempo of the music quickening, "i am too young to feel this old" so many people are feeling the same thing too, and this is what tumblr assures you huh. i think, i'm getting a tumblr(: finally huh. translating these melancholies into words and pictures (this somehow reminds me of 锦瑟) i wonder how my Prelims went. this time it felt so empty and i dont even know my ways anymore. just hope everything would be better:O I think. I used symbolism in this post (ha ha). it's hard to imagine what happens next, and where to go from here. and the idea of fearing the years to come is itself a scary thing. because it reminds me of Tales From Earthsea when the fear of aging indicates the very fear of living, and if it was all to be true, this means, indefinitely, that i'm constantly refusing to live? i dont know anymore. but then again, how am i supposed to accept living when i dont even know my goals and such, maybe it just boils down to a simple love? love, to live for others. (Y) to Tales From Earthsea. did i just solve my problem? but it seems somewhat (very in fact) idealistic in this modernized and commercialized world of ours. ohmygod it's back to this. i hear the music tempo quickening again (no this time round, im really listening to the same music. but then again) and that faint sigh coming from beneath those heavy dreams that visit more and more often. i dont know i dont know i dont know. Everyone becomes alone someday living on only in memories. i just hope, by then i would similarly have the courage to face it, that impending judgement. the faith and courage and love to let yourself go, to accept living, to acknowledge that you have once lived meaningfully, and to have painted your white canvas in a vigorous rainbow ANGEL BEATS! (Y) (ha ha ha, to have ended this whole pensive post in a simple anime.suggests its deepness) Saturday, September 11, 2010 ( 传奇 @ 10:16 PM )  it's been like eon years due to prelims and soon to be A levels, and this sudden surge of feeling to post something. purely coincidental, purely Madeleine. shall repost some photos from before,  a sum up of how i'm feeling now, tiny emotions that burst into sparkles, leaving tails of neon stardust so beautiful, yet impalpable contents this picture by kagaya(: has never failed to make me fantasize the impossible. maybe the earth a million years later? it could just be a reversion, who knows, with intelligent mammals finally dominating the clear still waters, creating ripples with their playful jumps and flapping of the fins (: and maybe, there can be a possibility, of exploring the clear waters and admiring the sunken cities once flourished with modernization.that all the boisterous and chaos would have finally fallen silent, submerged in the deep cool waters(:  every year i will post this picture up. let's reflect and give our blessings(:.jpg) and just a random photo, done by me for the class prom mag (:tata. wasted some time. oops. |