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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Monday, June 07, 2010 ( there was no parade @ 9:04 PM )  and I don't wanna fall to piecesI just want to sit and stare at you I don't wanna talk about it and I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't wanna talk about it 'cos I'm in love with you Repitition but I really love how Avril's songs portray such emotions with just a few lines♥ Sometimes we just don't feel like saying it out, rather just seeking comfort, searching for that undoubting acknowledgement and the strength coming from the wordless. I think it applies to so many situations, especially for me(: and no not always sad moments, instead most of them come when I'm valuing personal time. haha I think I'm valuing more of my personal time, and it's awesome if you can also share those silent thoughtful moments with someone you are really close to. haha I suddenly thought of something ht said about sleeping x) randomness! But it's just so true when you feel that you just don't want to say anything, or express your thoughts explicitly at that moment, and all you want to do is just to hope for mutual/quiet understanding. or it really irks you in a way, haha(: and then perhaps the time will come for you to say whatever you want. or maybe not but still. (: and then today's experiences got me thinking, once again, about what I'm doing with this tiny life of mine? sort of forgot what inspired me, but the conclusion I got out from it all was, life is so simple, yet so complicated. (haha okay I think my inspiration was from Angel Beats! and listening to all those lep forum) but yes anyway. we realise that life is actually so, so simple. what we actually are looking for in life, that ultimate goal or dream that constantly motivates us to survive and keep holding on, is usually so....simple. be it the ability to smile, to laugh, to love, to be happy, or to be with your loved ones♥ Just like how Yui's wish was only to have the right to love and be loved, these are things that enrich our souls and keep us going. but the process?along the way it gets so complicated and along the way we might not know what we've turned into. added values, added egoism or materialism and such things. sometimes we only get to know what the most simplistic (and most fulfilling) dream is when we are stripped off of our ability to do so. and that goes to this:  gosh we are so blessed with countless things we take for granted. Think of Yui in her previous life and look at this picture again. and I thought I understood how blessed I was. ♥ haha okay just a little snippet (long since I did such a long post :D im happy!) before I get a bit more depressed at the moment due to lunwen and the upcoming lep camp (equating to lesser time for mugging purposes, but nevertheless a great thing if you don't count the tests). gosh society is such a pain. why couldnt we have been more simplistic and less modern? ha ha oh my god this is where it dawns on me that I'M ACTUALLY AN IDEALIST! haha guess that was still expected .__. after all those countless reflections and psychology stuff? but then again wouldn't idealists be pretty sad in this world where ideals can't happen? HAHA guess I shouldn't dwell into this too much. ((: IGNORANCE IS BLISS or I think I can go crazy in my own ponderings one day. JUST SMILE. BYEEEEEEE(: (back to complaints on lunwen. haha JIAYOU. this is the 18 year old life oh no I want to stay 18 forever please) |