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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Thursday, April 29, 2010 ( i wake up in the middle of the night laughing and crying @ 12:33 AM )  today was spent rather fruitfully with ht at nj, minus the episodes of guilt/minor shocks when being asked why im in the campus, haa :Dhaha ♥ loads! (: we need to have more of this mugging sessions, this is what i call studying!with someone you can really study with and all. theres got to be a better word for bff(: i dont know but bff seems so much like a cliche, and somehow it just doesnt seem to reflect deep bonds with just "best friends forever", what with everyone saying the words in primary school when they are graduating,no? on another note, im reblogging vinylmemories.tumblr: (GIVES ME HOPE) Tonight I was eating at a restaurant that celebrates birthdays by getting a sundae with a candle to blow out. Every single person in the restaurant was cheering on a 6 year old boy as he tried to blow out his candle. He was hooked up to an oxygen tank. Today, my girlfriend, who can't swim, tried to kill herself by jumping into the Potomac River. Without a moments hesitation, I witnessed my ex-girlfriend, the girl who i broke up with because of my current girlfriend, jump in and save her life. I never really had any close friends in high school. One weekend, I got really down about it and began to cry. My older brother saw and dropped his evening plans with his friends to play video games with his kid sister all night. Last thursday my parents had a huge fight,and I stayed up all night crying, unable to sleep. I messaged my boyfriend and told him what happened. VERY late at night he texted me telling me to go outside. I did, and he stood there in the pouring rain, holding flowers. He kissed me, and it took all the pain away. His love gives me hope. 3 years ago, my boyfriend and I entered universities on opposite sides of the US. Since then, I've kept telling him that he'd be happier with someone closer. Yesterday, after not seeing him since before our first year, he showed up at my dorm. To propose. Love that survived 2000miles GMH. (: crazily i almost cried reading this the first time, but i know that i was then emotionally unstable hahahaa. this is just me. and blogger sucks, it's unable to copy and paste! thats a pain. okay byee (: we shall work harder shall we ♥ Sunday, April 25, 2010 ( @ 10:29 AM )  HI(: spend a night at nus with sis and i think it's awesome over there :D and then yesterday was spent with ht and i didnt feel like leaving ever again. im really thankful for everything we've been through, and this bond we share (: by the way, ht's new house is awesome! haha it's bigger and the extra space makes me want to roll on the floor HAH. and chats made me realise that yes, im too nice and i seriously need to work on my assertive leadership as reflected from my leadership development training. after all, real world is real world. i cant expect myself to always be nice to everyone and hopefully they will empathize with me as well and stand up for me when the time comes. no no no. this is reality, and we all need to voice out our opinions and voice out for what we believe in. as long as it brings no harm to others. for the rest, just let them wallow in their own sorrows, stop trying to be a life saviour when you know they wont let you do it no matter what. and just live a happy life (: haha is this a dramatic change of attitude. i think not, its just one level up (: im glad to be a better person tomorrow than yesterday! tata, back to annoying csc. D<  Wednesday, April 14, 2010 ( sometimes i run away in detest @ 11:24 PM )  less facebook, less youtube, less sleep, less doodling around, less msn (technically no more), all this much i can endure (and have endured til now) and i want to keep going (:today was a productive day (haha yes!) designing csc comm elections voting slips (yes we are finally handing over/stepping down and it feels kind of awkward), completing ell presentation as well as mini discussion about csc group lunwen (i think we are kind of insane but oh yes even the "less blogging" idea is beginning to mushroom in my mind, but fret not i would still blog if i happen to have the urge :D oh and just listening to huang cheng song reminds me, yes 2010 huang cheng is over and i just miss my huang cheng days, i dont think i really showcased all my full potential up there, and it's a real shame but it's okay we have memories (: THIS is the year. THIS is our time. THIS is my dream. ♥ (and i saw a girl holding her present today which is basically a long strip of photo montage strung together in the shape of a huge camera filmroll. i wonder how her friends did it and i absolutely love it ♥♥♥ I WANT ONE TOO HAHA!imagine having such a pretty thing hanging/pasted on your bedroom wall, VINTAGEEEE. Sunday, April 04, 2010 ( they say time heals everything, but i'm still waiting @ 10:39 PM )  "The worst thing about treating those combat boys in the Great War wasn't that they'd had their flesh torn. It was that they had had their soul torn out." --The Pacificwar. conflict. tension. violence. is world peace really that far away? i used to have this naive feeling that wars were things of the past, what with all the peace we experience here. violence seemed to be non-existence, but in reality conflicts tensions and everything else still exists, it exists in our hearts, hidden away carefully, ready to jump out and tear apart everything we've so prudently constructed. and out there, wars are happening. just because great wars like WW1, WW2, The Holocaust etc are over doesnt mean lots of the enlisted people arent suffering. why oh why the world is complicated and this can never end can it. gogogo watch The Pacific, haha(: sometimes we get so hot-headed during war, we fight for our country, for our cause, for our beliefs. but what about the enemy, do they not have their own morals and families as well, and don't we all have our very own precious things to protect? do we not kill innocent people, tear apart families? and further still these soldiers see the most ugliest, most cruel side of human nature. yes of course they would probably lose their soul. who wouldnt in the face of such devil acts. is war ever justifiable? haha ohmygod so cliche GP question but the issues are so deep. in war we fight for our brothers, our comrades standing next to us. it's what that keeps us going(: and yes haha gosh links to what i wanted to share some days ago, Dixie Chicks' song Not Ready to Make Nice. theres issues on America going to war with Iraq reflected in this song, long story go wiki it yourself (: anyway i like the song, especially the first/last verse of the lyrics: Forgive, sounds good Forget, I'm not sure I could They say Time heals everything But I'm still waiting |