Monday, February 15, 2010
( be a better person(: @ 3:33 PM )
i have to get into a writing mood so that i can start on and hopefully complete (no i must) my cll compo before..night .__. and sorry for being such a moron yesterday. guess i have to be more aware of my own capabilities. but surprisingly it felt pretty good to cry after such a long time, to be able to feel that messed up again and all, this is weird. maybe this is what they call the yin yang situation. after all the smooth sail you need something to snap you out of that once in a while. perhaps that was what i was searching for (incredibly can anyone believe it) and therefore creating additional trouble for everyone im just so sorry haha.
i guess i needed some stress to feel that im alive. gomenasaigomenasaigomenasaigomenasai. feeling extremely wasted i want to avoid this change thats making me a stranger. i hope i can be a better person. ((:
tata AND ARES WON FAC DANCE ♥
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