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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Sunday, January 31, 2010 ( bursting with; (: @ 12:36 PM )  waking up and feel that your heart is bursting with love.it's a beautiful thing(: i guess whoever coined the word love must have been a genius, to be able to conjure up four sweet letters for this intangible wonderous feel :D (or could it have been borrowed from another language? HAHH. okay no more ell terminologies.) ♥♥♥. experience it anywhere, anytime (: and it feels just so good at times when you are able to find something meaningful in life that sparks off that yearning/explosive/flowing/激动... or shall we say, love :D photos from deviantart, again!   and personally two of my favourites: (i think the two photos are just fabulous haha! cats and piano loveee)  ♥♥♥. so many things to love :D im just happy to be so lucky to have all these chances, going through huangcheng, learning the piano, able to dance, and just be with those that you love, be it friends or families, thankful for the simple fact that i am able to formulate thinkings and feel...LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. let's just cling on to that belief forever shall we (: and all other unpleasant unlucky things can all shunt to one side! Friday, January 29, 2010 ( looking back she wonders how much she has travelled; @ 9:02 PM )  大家好(:今天翻开去年的行程日记，并非遥远的记忆随之而来。 然后，我好像再次经验了每天的感受。 有哭，有笑。有风有雨，也有阳光和彩虹。 重读在页面上留下的涂鸦，重新回忆当时种种滋味。 这些，似乎都早已被抛在身后许久，但真正将它们揪出来时会发现个个竟然仍带着昨日的气息，仿佛刚刚亲身经历过。 或许，自己并没有想象中成长的那么快。 又或许，这只是给予自己躲避的另一个借口。 岁月，是真的不饶人。 在还没反应过来时，我们距离死亡又缩短了几秒。 这几秒，关系到了什么？ 平常不易察觉到，但真正重要时刻来临时我们才发现几秒的可贵性。 可以解决百年误会，可以交代重要遗言。 一秒、两秒，三秒……每一秒攸关生命。但，我们是否真的懂了？ 短短的几秒，改变许多事物。不知不觉中，与某人的关系便得更亲近了；不知不觉中，与某人的距离渐渐地疏远。 这些，我们察觉不到。 如果那天作出不同的反应，今天和他的关系是否还会一样？ 如果那时不在场，她是不是会作出天渊之别的抉择？ 但是，套句莫醒醒的话来说，如果，又有什么用呢。 ♥ added two huangcheng OSTs, everytime i hear it the feeling is undescribable. i have to say, the experience was more than just ordinary memorable. it makes you yearn for more, for that bigger sky and greater heights ♥ haha okay rantings (: some beautiful photos from deviantart saved recently:    and lastly my current desktop photo. ♥okay thanksbye :D thinking back, i have all the time in the world in fact and all i need to do now is to utilise it carefully (: jiayoujiayou! Monday, January 25, 2010 ( rantings, @ 9:33 PM )  HIII. ((:i've not been using my computer a lot these few days, and i deem this a very good/significant thing indeed :D i've not even accessed facebook so far (maybe later haha) lest say applications like pet society!! what a great achievement so far hahah. BUT. i still think i slack too much. i get distracted too easily and get influenced too quickly. i need some earplug or confined space or maybe what i need is just determination D: i believe i can do this!! gogogogo csc ell gp! haha nothing else much i want to say, those that i wanted to say i've had them written down somewhere in a notebook ♥ someday, we will learn to look back and appreciate all these feelings (: OH YESS HAHAHA. chatting to zhenglin and reminded me of something, i need to blog about something really classic today!!! today jiunn jiashen and i were mugging/rotting outside A4 area (WE HAVE NOW PROCEEDED TO CLAIM IT AS OUR AREA) for cll test later, and after all the intensive memorisings and such we rested for a while leaning against the railing and looking down when jiunn decided to say something like this: jiunn: "等一下CLL test的时候翻开考卷then第一题看到是"秦大爷的全名是什么？"" (and he gave a classic expression) (which sent me laughing histarically and literally knelt on the floor ladened with fits of laughter) (and jiunn and jiashen "danced" around me) HAHAHA. it's these moments in life i cherish so much, and you can't imagine how badly i yearn to pull the stop trigger and jump out of the picture for a second just to capture these scenes♥ i wonder if there would be chances still like these when we are older? let's pray(: on a side note, zmb?xthjs♥ is there a perfect solution i wonder.  Monday, January 18, 2010 ( hopeful; @ 10:10 PM )  hey yall ;))haha it's been long since i've come here, and just to make this blog updated still on a more regular basis, i have made my appearance finally :D and of course some events have happened that affected my mood and all, but time heals all and i believe we can all put in hard work ourselves as well♥ hahah, emotions come and go dont they. before you know it they're gone with the wind so we shant let that affect us :D just like even though someone offending a lot of people at one go seems unforgivable but again it doesnt really matter, and we have to learn. and then struggling to finish lunwen. hahaha i believe we can pull through this all. on a side note, i think all of us gets moody/stressed at times, but i think we should always either spill it out, or vent it out in a hilarious way, and then keep on smiling. because smiling is the best way to deal with it :D JIAYOU EVERYONE! Tuesday, January 12, 2010 ( first day in school! @ 8:13 PM )  HI(: school has officially started and so far we've all been doing well havent we, but my screwed timetable! D: according to it i have a 5 hours break from the moment i get to school (i wonder if the school has a fetish in torturing students) and my first lesson starts a 1pm and ends at 4, hmmm. not to mention the deliberate cancellation of math lesson today added one more hour to that waiting time, so i supposed i might stand a chance in breaking the record of having the longest break during school time ever in HCI history! D: and ell lessons are still twice per week, conducted in late afternoons and 2 hours at a go. ): it's gonna take more than just sleeping early to stay awake in these lessons, but somehow i shall perservere, and study hard for As!! and, ewe has just moved to her hall, it feels a bit empty in the house now and for the first time in my life i realised this is the beginning of us getting used to separation for the future. ah wells. (: nothing much but just rantings today, and love you all haha! Friday, January 08, 2010 ( at ecp :O @ 10:40 PM )  LUNWEN IS THE CAUSE OF ALL MY STRESS WORRIES AND WHAT NOTS D:today was class outing at ecp, and amazingly it didnt actually rain according to the weather forecast! :D the wind blew all the culumonimbus (its a long time since the last geog lesson i wonder if this is right) away and i was even able to sit by the sea until the tides retreated ♥ saw three shades of lovely blue i love as well (: maybe someday, we will be back :D haha okay i predict my death due to unfinished ell essay, almost untouched issues and ideas, as well as the final killer csc lunwen literature reviews. if only i didnt take H2 csc, WHO KNEW THAT I COULD TAKE H1!!!! D: haha ohmygosh feel so cheated still. why would i even need csc when i have my beloved cll! and i could have taken either chem/econs too :( and now we have to be burdened by lunwen. been having nightmares ever since sec 3 and now we are still doing it. haha but life's like this isn't it. its okay we shall all get something out of killer csc even though we hate it(: JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU. Thursday, January 07, 2010 ( ♥ @ 1:39 AM )  there are ups and downs in life.but why don't we remember that the world is beautiful (: and that we are lucky ♥ to be here, this very moment? come on we can pull through this avalanche♪  Monday, January 04, 2010 ( 好久没有写题目了X) @ 1:13 PM )  就算是一分钟，或是一秒钟， 我们，是否能暂时停止这一切的怀疑，这一切的假设，抛开这一切的定义？ 因为，我也保证，我不会再让自己有一丁点的机会透过有色的眼镜来凝视人，这世上的任何一人。 也因为，我知道误会和假设每每有着不堪的结局。 从古至今不一直都是吗？ 所以我希望，就算我们有些人无法对别人敞开心胸，我们都不应该因而放弃这个机会更进一步去认识他/她(: 就算我们认为做知己的定义是什么事都能够在桌上摊开讨论，这世上却不是我们想象中如此完美，不是每个人都会有相同的定义…… 所以，我们要学会包容，学会让时间冲淡一切。 让我们抛开这一切定义吧♥ 不要高高在上，认为能把全部事物尽收眼底就是一切。其实，仰视偶尔比俯视看的更清楚。 我真的真的，觉得我不会再随便批评人家。批评的背后一定总有个原因，而我也决定相信，这世上没有坏的人，只有缺乏爱的人。 而爱，是恒久忍耐，是有恩慈，不发怒，不计较别人的恶，只喜欢真理不是吗？;) 就让我们改观一下，也不要再强求与他人，学会适应他人的速度，不要什么事都以自己先下定义，好吗？ 持有耐心，不是件容易的事(: 真的不要凡事都逼迫或指望他人给予一个答复，时候到了，什么都清楚了，我们不都有同样的时候吗？ 啊呵，写了一堆不知如何是好的东西XD 愿我永远不忘记这些(: 加油加油加油加油加油！♥♥ Sunday, January 03, 2010 ( @ 3:21 PM )  heheh today i want to share another clip from fruits basket again!! hyuu i realised that once i start it's quite hard to stop (: trying to dig out all the lovely scenes i like :D to think that you have to live knowing that your mother doesnt remember you anymore, and that she had chose to erase that memory herself, i wonder how hard it is for someone to endure? hahah and i dont know why but was wondering how it must have been lonely for kids to grow up alone with no siblings, especially when you don't get to see your parents much. it suddenly hit me that how lucky i am to have a sister to enjoy my childhood with, as well as having ym and yc to live with us for a few years that added so much more to my memory.. i wonder if some of the kids who grew up being the only child had such chances too? if not, have they ever felt the difference? hyuuu, sorry to those who didnt have such chances, sorry for not being able to know all of you earlier and be by your side when you needed it, if any.♥ thats why momiji-san is probably one of a kind who can have such a strong heart, if he really did exist (: the pain of not having a proper family, with no mother, and not being able to let your presence known to your sister. and im sure there are many other people in this world who are in this type of situation too, so jiayou dont let the down side get to you! :D on another note, thought that i should perhaps blog about some funny conversations: ewe: "i know a song that irritates you, i know a song that irritates you, i know a song that irritates you, and the song goes like this... bombombom i know a song...."♪♪ me: "..." (is not really listening and continues to read whatever i was reading) ewe: (after some time decides that this is too lame ) "goes like this....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA~." me: "have you ever wondered how it's like to grow up alone and not have any siblings?" ewe: "I WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH HAPPIER, HAHAHA." me: "kns, seriously!!" ewe: "then i would never have gotten to learn any songs" (i taught her piano and she was playing it coincidentally) me: "HAHAHAHAHAAAA this is going into my post" and, (arriving at the bread section) me: "UUWAHHHHHH HAUU ABSOLUTELY MOUTHWATERING" (and goes on to smell all the bread in view) me: "hyuuwaaaaa something smells super nice!!!!!!!!!!" (starts picking up random bread/cake and smells further) me: "WHERE IS THE SMELL COMING FROM" (sniffsniffsniff) my mom: "YOU WANT TO SMELL EVERYTHING ISSIT HAHA" haha tata :D and omg i cant believe that im actually going to go sentosa what with all the unfinished work, ♥♥ Saturday, January 02, 2010 ( @ 8:17 PM )  (: i think i've duo-luoed for today, as well. but its okay tomorrow is a different day! >) shinjiru! ♥ haha have to believe in it. and i've a clip to share, from fruits basket! had this clip in mind, because... (: and coincidentally, it's something about new year too, so i was pleasently surprised :D sometimes i really hope that everyone can have moments when they become more sensitive, like this (: even if realisation comes late, it's never too late, and the world can be so much better♥ sigh. and i just realise how hard it is to aspire to become a tohru-kun. after all the world is not something preset by an author. what can you do to things that are unexpected and even though you dont hope for it you have that little power to change it? sometimes, this gets tiring too. stuck between these opinions, i wonder if i can really fulfill my resolution to help people as i wish♥ let's all show a little love shall we :D WATCH FRUITS BASKET. haha ^w^ Friday, January 01, 2010 ( @ 9:56 PM )  BIG SMILEEEEE.((((((((((: hahaha ohmygod i cant believe that it's actually 2010 now, and that 2009 is the past, since i am still feeling that 2009 holiday mood! then again, it's probably because its the first time we are starting school this late in jan, so 2009 seems to have lengthened X)) ALL RIGHT, update on these two days as i've promised heh and gosh im so on time! and im in blogging mood too this is great :DD must blog all these emotions/feelings/thoughts popped up in my mind minutes ago if not they'd disappear again. ANYWAY(: on new years eve vongola and other darlings came over for stay over :D zhenglin bingkun came first to help out with dinner! heheh had a fun time preparing the stuff, rena came face to face with his worst fears (which are intestines) XDD  cuttlefish ftw HAHA, there was this small fish zl pulled out from the cuttlefish! shocked :DD and here are the people who came for the dinner! :D hotpan was fun too bacon rocks all the wayyy (:  haha and we played the whole day doing stuff like riding bikes badminton, and relived the childhood days by playing blindmice and block catching! and then we had fun with sparklers and made awesome words :DD  HAHA. aint this cool. it's meant for the people who couldnt make it aww.  and, vongola ♥ ((:  niceeee (: and i love our class too :Dhaha okay thats all for the photos now, the rest are on facebook. this is the first time i've done words with sparklers and dont they leave such wonderful memories :D speaking of which was reading evelyn's blog just now and got inspired so much again haha ♥♥ there was this 2010 sunrise photo and i was thinking about how everyone always love capturing everyday things on special events/festivals because it's just special :D then haha i dont know why, (probably due to the kunfu panda we watched just now which made the link even stronger HAHA♥) it suddenly hit me that actually we dont have to wait until special festivals or events or anything to remember these special moments, because...anytime is special if you believe in it/create it isnt it ((: haha and reminded me of my cll essay i was planning to write X) since i was going to write about how my primary school didnt look that familiar to me anymore, and that it has gradually become more and more of a stranger to me, but in fact what actually makes it MY/OUR primary school, is the people, the friends, the besties you were together with ♥♥♥ and it doesnt actually matter where, when, what, why, how anymore, as long as i am able to be with you people and smile along ♪ HAPPY NEW YEARR ♥ thanks to earnest zhenglin bingkun jiunn jingyi hanyong houyin dawei san zijing for coming over! and, i hope my sis gets better eventually. kimi wa tsuyoiyi desu ((: |