haha, its time to blog about some serious stuff at times! if not, i guess my blog is also quite useless. (:

was the video lovely? sad? emotional? make you 感触良多??

above is a video that our language arts group (rouying, cindy, xiaoxi and i) found for our conflict project presentation. we chose this firstly of course

1.) to prevent people from sleeping!

2.) it provides a good summary of our project content (impact part)

3.) the music was very touching and suitable for the video, and the making of the video is too nice (except for one blur picture and no music at the end )

so yepps. some background information: Xinjiang is an autonomous region (under a country but have some independent ruling by themselves) under China. However, the Xinjiang people (Uyghurs/Uighurs, who are considered as a minority in china) deny that they are part of china and china is actually abusing their resources and freedom and rights. and this video sums up the major impacts of china's repression.

i hope you enjoyed the video (: i love it because of the way it portrays its facts + the professional way of making the video + the wonderful music.dont you think the music is so nice? yet i feel that it should have been longer. also, i love the video's starting because it resembles remarkably close to many nice animated movies, like spirited away! and the feeling it gives you -- same too. (:

mugging? dont feel like.

[edited] i should shut my mouth up and say nothing but these: =DD
suddenly i feel so much to listen to Avril's Tomorrow.

because,
tomorrow is a different day ;)

anw, i shall share a video of detective conan, hahah ive shared it a long time before but im sharing it again.
i like it mostly because I LIKE THE SONG.
(:

for those of you who dont know, the small guy in the vid (conan) is actually the grown guy at the start. he got forced to eat this medicine by a black society and his girlfriend doesnt know that. she knows the small guy as a distant relative of blah? anyways, main thing:
ENJOY THE MUSIC.

p.s: my favourite part? nono not THAT part, but the part where the girl jumped off the train to save him. because it proves that she knows he is able to save them all, and the part in the movie is COOL.

( [ sigh ] @ 12:36 AM )

a BIG, BIG, SIGH.
sometimes, i feel like i exist in this world to give people comfort and cheering them ups.
maybe the many cases are not too many, but rather really difficult and everytime i stand at the edge, i could see the very inside but,

i just cant poke through.

of course i have self destructive mindsets at times and sometimes really breaking down and crying but i had always come through quickly and its gonegonegone.
okay, maybe some part of it still lives in me but, i dont go dig it out and muse over it everytime i have the time.

the varying emotion is in the past.
now, i know its such a pain to be down, because...
IT REALLY, REALLY brings ALOT of pain and worries to those around you.
(experience with me being the one and me being the one around)
so IM SO SORRY if i ever did breakdown. and start having nonsensical thoughts.

although, it is always good sometimes when we have a little breakdown.
but be sure to recover straight.

still, (:
THIS IS NOT A DEPRESSED POST.
-smiles- people lets be happy and bring others happiness. we have to learn to love ourselves first. if not, nothing comes true.
-contradicts contradicts-
ohwells.

by the way, this post is NOT pointing to any individual.
and happy birthday to wenqi because you have been so sad about it.

venus is shining bright tonight,
and so are seven other stars.

love you all!

Friday, March 14, 2008

( [temptations] @ 1:33 AM )

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and!
zen me ban!
i am so tempted to go to The Matsuri 2008@ Vivo city from 15 to 17 March!!
I WANT TO GOO.
-bawls-

cosplay events are so rare, like once every half a year! how can i miss it!
and im so tempted to go to Black Alice too!
temptations are baddd.

nononono.

but i so do not want to miss the Goth/Lolita cosplays and anime manga cosplays! it would be so interesting -ahhhhhh-
sigh. i guess i'll have to wait for the next event, cosfest? update me if you have any information thanks! =DD

i want to buy lolita clothings!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

( [ GRACES PHOTOS ] @ 12:51 AM )

LONG AWAITED.
WARNING: 230 PHOTOS AND SORRY FOR SOME REALLY REALLY OVER ZI PAI-ED PHOTOS.
WE WERE JUST TRYING TO HAVE FUN AND TRY SOMETHING WE WONT USUALLY DO.
YAY TADA PHOTOS AT DOWNTOWN EAST, GRACES CAMP!




BTW IM HAVING SUCH A FETISH FOR LOLITA/ GOTHIC LOLITA CLOTHINGS.
HOWHOWHOW!
i want to go down to Black Alice!! luckily its going to move from Bugis to around City Hall there so its going to be much nearer and bigger!
but these kind of clothings are so expensive -.- my heart aches to see the price!

WHEN I GET ENOUGH MONEY FROM READING THOSE ADVERTS, IM GOING TO USE THEM ON GOTHIC LOLITA CLOTHES!

then again, maybe not.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

( [lalala] @ 12:36 PM )

im going to sg science centre later for a bio talk!

and sorry graces photos cant be up yet, beause im waiting to swap photos with cindy, and we havent had the chance to do so yet =(
but once we swap, i can upload to picasa and post them! (:

okays shall go off now hohohoh. this is a random post.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

( [ webcam ] @ 9:10 PM )

im here with interesting photos =D

nopes, not graces, but webcaming photos.

after yesterday's chatting with hweetian, i realised how powerful technology can be and how useful it can be.

with webcam, we can interact with each another with true feelings, because you can see what each other are doing.


although its kind of weird how someone walks in and finds you doing weird actions to the computer.

anyways, ht and i spent the whole of yesterday night webcaming each other and halfway through ht suddenly had a brilliant idea of capturing these moments by whipping out her phone and taking photos of the webcam images. hahhah.


so here they are!
its time to test blogger's abilities to load them.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

( [ GRACES ] @ 5:22 PM )

and graces camp was over, and everything is back to normal.

i just posted one long post and blogger somehow had an error and it couldnt be posted. so i lost everything and im feeling xyz.


i will post up the photos when everyone has swapped teh photos, i promise =D

and im so so sorry if there are many zi pai photos. after all, this is one in a lifetime experience and its like sec 4 prom night!

and who ask sec4 prom night is so expensive.

anyways everyone looked so glam and awesome. we had make up session, malay extravaganza night and formal dinner and games and finale. graces rocked but sadly it was so fast.

and YES WE WON THE BEST SONG PERFORMANCE AND THE MOST GRACIOUS CLASS AWARD.

408 loves (: even though the teacher pressed the wrong recording, we managed to pull through with our own voice and no recording. and we didnt present what we intended to do. BUT we still got what we were aiming for and everyone was screaming and feeling touched. we got it! and everyone was so surprised we got the most gracious class award. (with xx cindy RY and i slapping each other's back hardly, how can that be possible XD)

and yes we were the only class which won two prizes! love you loads 408.
and 408 class spirit = slackish
if we arent slackish, we are not 408 anymore, hahahh.

what else what else pfft i forgot what i had posted. blogger! someday i'll kill you.

anyway slept 16 hours straight after camp ytd. amazing huh but i did it. then i watched the last volume of fruits basket manga just now.
T'WAS SAD AND HEARTWARMING.

i swear that fruits basket is the best manga ever drawn and written. it has all the themes in it - love, friendship, parent-child relationship, life qualities, human character... it makes you burst into fits of laughter and cry with sadness at the next moment. AND the characters are all so kawaii handsome and well portrayed! they make your hearts melt. everyone has a sad story behind them and yet they can pull through. you can learn from the manga and have fun out of it at the same time.

AND its amazing how impossible this manga is but yet so realistic it seems. i think its how the themes and drawing methods blend into our daily lives.

so if you have the time, please read it (:

im sorry i didnt observe carefully enough.

Monday, March 03, 2008

( [ repeated ] @ 9:55 PM )

im backk.
sometimes i really dont know what to put as title for a post, such like this.
its really a pain when you just want to post random feelings and you still have to think of a title for it.

went to cindy's house for curling session last sunday, hahah.
it was fun but not fruitful, and im starting to hesitate whether i should or should not bring the curling iron.

plehh.

and i love this fashion! it sells lovely gowns and an alarming cheap price. WITH 20% discount since its their 12th anniversary. and too bad i didnt browse enough because cindy wanted to go to the washroom -.- hohoh i liked the gown! but we couldnt try it on so we didnt dare to buy it. oh wells.

class song is finalised! i really like it =D

and ewe's not back home yet so i cant steal her worksheet to finish my R&R.
i think god is trying to punish me this way.
hahh.

attending all these career conference just make me feel that i want to be nothing in the future and just be a housewife. how pathetic.
-shakes head-

what we should think of now, is not that and THAT.
jiayou, you can do it.