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Eyu. 08'07'92 WRPS;NYGH;HCI NUS Architecture Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds. ♪s recommends ♥KAGAYA ♥MND Minister Khaw Boon Wan the next route, family blogs ♥09A16 ♥ARES ♥ROU+EYU LUNWEN ♥102 '06 ♥202 '06 ♥NYCHOIR 202'06 ♥bearbear ♥guenn ♥minying ♥yihui 408'08 ♥evelyn ♥felicia ♥rouying ♥chiling seniors ♥ewe ♥her tumblr 09A16 <3 ♥jinyao 6w1 '04 <3 ♥yukiyoyeo (: ♥hweetian ♥cheryl ♥yen chuan
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ( [ (: ] @ 11:50 PM ) abandoned some planned things. I guess people really have different characters. or, Is it just that we are still waiting to grow up? (: anyway. I find this super hilarious: me: ROUYINGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!(sometimes adding 我爱你!!) ~~~~~~~ (in this very disgusting sa jiao voice) rouying: (giving the face and the sound) eergh, 我不要做论文!!!!! HAHAH. an amusing and heart enlightening thing to do to RY. eversince I said I only said that to bribe her into doing lunwen together. AND! I've just rewrote the whole part of survey thing for our BSP lunwen ha! im really a perfectionist:
(: i think its 3/4 correct and 1/4 wrong. tata~ Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ( [nobody else so we can be free] @ 11:04 PM ) I was touched by the talk about kranji war memorial park (war world II) today. I never realised how important this bit of national history seemed to me but, until now it all seemed to matter. we were already exposed to the topic since young as I'm sure, but by then we were too young to understand the tears that were shed during the war. and all these were suddenly slammed into my face when I saw through part of it. I dont know how to put it into words. Its just that, the blood and the gore and all the feelings all came down on me and I was on the verge of tears. hah. I really am a good emotional controller. When i want to cry I can cry like there's no tomorrow. But I can stop as well and thats why I seemed to be okay. but actually i really felt like going to kranji war memorial park then and stand amongst the victims and heroes and cry my heart out for them. not for pity, but with empathetic and the heart that would have encountered the same panic and fear. for what they have been through, and I really hope they rest in peace (: It's almost as the same as the last scene in Da Vinci's Code's book. Its overwhelming and powering =o ending statement from "Flags of the Fathers"(U.S v.s Japan in WWII): "they might have fought for their country, but they died for their buddies" aww. Sunday, January 27, 2008 ( [the things you would choose to reject] @ 10:26 PM ) The first time i heard any song from t.A.T.u, it was "All About Us", and I knew it because NYModern Dance had a dance to that and they said that it was super nice. hah. i guess i am pron to MD songs. anyways, I loved the song but I didnt search for other t.A.T.u related songs. I think i heard this song before, but never really knew that it was by them. BUT, it is really really impactful. IF you watched their MV. the first time I saw the MV, i was O.O to nothing. hahah. If you dare, go and take a look. Im not against or for anything but somehow t.A.T.u MVs and songs have quite an impact on me..this is how their songs go i guess. AND i love the way their MV was shot. suits the song very very much. also, dont you think that their voices are so blended it sounds like one person only?? When i heard All About Us, i really thought that t.A.T.u was a one singer until NOW. I was actually shocked that it was two singers Yulia and Lena.I really love their voices, esp Yulia in the starting! the way she sings it is soso niceee. gives a bit of eerieness. haha is that how you spell it. lan4lan4. p.s: the MV is really for their image only, they're not like that in reality hahah. ( [ so yesterday ] @ 12:56 AM ) lets hope we survive! (: this post is random. because i forgot what i was supposed to blog. Saturday, January 19, 2008 ( [magnanimous] @ 1:08 PM ) 每当碰到不如意的事，心里总会有少许的不满和委屈。 想要反击，想要抨击，但是每一次都以傻笑轻轻轻轻地带过了。 没关系。 没关系。 虽然心中淌着泪，淌着血。 还是没关系。 因为，我真的打不起精神面对这些琐碎事物，没有办法接受可能到来的暴风雪。如果人与人之间有任何的冲突，我想我早已经不起打击而屈服了吧。 所以，我只能以忍来接受。 忍，再忍，一直忍。 忍到后来，我也分不清到底谁对谁错了。 下定决心就永远忍下去吧。因为，我累了。 我真的真的很想念十三四岁那两年。至少那时候，我身边总是有一两个知己陪伴。幼稚地以为，人到什么时候，在什么环境应该都可以遇到了解自己的朋友。 但其实，能了解自己的人其实并不多，哪怕就了解那么一点点，也是很难找到的。 我觉得我真的是草莓族之一，轻轻那么一碰，就浑身鲜血淋淋。但所幸的是，我也是坚强的草莓族之一，因为伤过后痛过后，伤口会再次封起，留下的是看不见的大量伤痕，只限于记忆中的痛苦。 这，应该算是我的缺点和优点吧。 隐藏在心中，戴上面具，让人察觉不到心灵破碎的撕心裂肺声音。 希望能坚持下去，希望不要有一天，我真的倒下去。 listening to the video's song we found for our LA conflict presentation. It's so similar to Spirited Away's piano songs its heartbreaking. Friday, January 18, 2008 ( [singers] @ 10:00 PM ) i was watching all the singers' videos just now, and i've this infactuation again hahah! it originated all from my BIO RAFT, since im searching for Britney's everytime lyrics and midi. it lead me to look at her MTVs and then reminded me of Hilary's and now its Avril's. I love this three singers. (: I dont care what their personality or behaviour etc i just simply love their songs. and because i choose songs because of what they are, and not who they are. another note: sigh i like Hilary when shes younger. now she looks so thin in the face i miss her face with a bit more fat! sigh i think thats how life is. grow up and your baby fats disappear. I also like her hair blonde and puffy, now its black and so layered its not like her anymore. and i liked Avril's style when she fast came out as well! things change as you go along huh. I love Avril Hilary Britney Good Charlotte Kelly (: videos on Hilary! <3!! (i cant find Avril videos now) Hilary: (Beat of My Heart) Hilary: (So Yesterday) Thursday, January 17, 2008 ( [everytime] @ 9:44 PM ) i couldnt find any worthy videos in dances, so i gave up the idea. mahhmehhmiimoohmoo. we are getting so old and we dont even know it. because its too bad that you dont know how great it is to be a kid when you are a kid. and these things are unpredictable, huh? searching for a suitable song for our BIO RAFT. everytime? ( [itsumo] @ 12:55 AM ) have been rushing like mad these few days and its really pathetic: rouying and i have a BSP lunwen to do. rouying xiaoxi cindy and i have LA xinjiang cinflict speech to do. xiaoxi cindy and i have bio RAFT to do. yepps and XX and Cindy and I were discussing to meet up on this sunday afternoon to do our bio RAFT (we planned to videotape our song etc) since it is the only time we could meet up. and we decided that the 3 of us shall meet up first to finish our RAFT, then RY shall come along and we can do our LA speech. and then to my horror i realised that RY and i have to attend this performance for our BSP lunwen at sunday afternoon and the whole supposedly perfect meeting plan crashed up. and now we dont know what to do! goes to show how hectic sec 4 life is. (: and i love math lessons! math lessons are always so hectic and fun and madness. xiaoxi yunjia me = hectic three madness three HAHA. its like start of math lessons and our class start changing classes for their math and vroom yunjia suddenly appear out of nowhere (xiaoxi and i sit next to each other already) and then: 1.) our math worksheets start flying everywhere and we will start snatching each other's worksheets to check the answers for our own math worksheets 2.) chaotic and hell break lose as we start "breaking down" in front of mr chiang (haha) as we implore the reason behind the different answers 3.) we start to question each other on the doubts we have and crack our brains (usually in the format of near-screaming and laughing) and on and on and on. (: and not to forget yunjia and i boosting xiaoxi's egoness by having to tell her honestly that how dare she stupidly possess such a clever brain. (: i hope math lessons with mr chiang and my friends never end. the girl who leapt through time itsumo. Friday, January 11, 2008 ( [a breakway] @ 10:13 PM ) ive added a new song to the playlist, its called "Say it Right" by Nelly Furtado. HCI modern dance used part of it for their dance it was super nice! suddenly had the feeling to search for the song after hearing it playing on classic 95. yepps go listen! and since to search for the song, i opened all my dance video files i shot to hear the music's lyrics. and unintentionally started watching all the dances again. aww when can i ever dance like that! which further lead me to search for one of my favourite dances, a chinese dance by these group of students from china in dance school. they are so professional it makes me gape at them in awe! oh yes nanyang chinese dance learnt that dance also thats why i searched for it in the first place hahah. heres the video. please take a look (: and be stunned to speechless from their super synchronization, fast + clean actions and eerie yet brightening dance! (somehow it gives me a patriotic feel. hahah i remembered it was described to be as a group of girls who wanted to protect their country or something. i forgot. just enjoy! ) tata ^^ Thursday, January 10, 2008 ( [i hope you dance] @ 12:29 AM ) squeezed some answer out of my mind and to my horror realised that the final final answer cannot possibly make sense but thats it already! by the way went to causeway point after school to buy organizers from pop with felicia =D and i saw pyu-chan! your hair rocks! hahah. didnt call out because you were dng the cashier (: spent the whole of the school hours + lesson hours to rush math homework with xiaoxi because my lousy printer ran out of ink and couldnt print. it was actually a fun experience! to sit through bio and other lessons and realised that there is actually still math lesson when we felt that we just went through math lessons. HAH. i like math when its understandable to do! and the accomplishment of knowing why the answer is 3 and one third but not 5 and one third. (XX and i both saw the same things wrongly at the same time. talk about frustration!) 3 IH lit review to do. chem quiz Math SIA annex A fallacy research and lots of other SIAs (: lets use smiles to face them! I Hope you Dance ~ ive finally found a lovely song to go with my blog (: Monday, January 07, 2008 ( [falling in love with you] @ 5:10 PM ) I had once fallen in love with Arial, then Century Gothic, then Verdana. now its a new try to get back to the regime of Arial. HA. today is a significant day because i finally made it on time for NYGH's 2008 flag raising. which means that i was late on the first day, rained on the second day, and was late on the third day again. how very significant haha! i must say that latecoming has already become a part of me. without it its like im not me anymore and i still insist that this seems somehow like inheritance/mutation of genes since my sister does so and on some days my father does so too. we can sleep like theres no tomorrow and without realising that 4 alarm clocks have already rung for an hour. impossible isnt it? welcome to our lives (: slept at 4am yesterday. this is really gonecase but luckily NYGH has gone madness and allow us to report to school one hour late on monday. YAY. mwacks to you NY but that means we have our recess gone. and i want to say that when you rush like madness and pour your heart and soul into your homework, you feel really proud seeing yourself submitting it although it may not be good, and that it may be the product of last minute work. but i put my whole heart into last minute works as well, and it just pumps me up when i can hand up my homework in time without staying back. Friday, January 04, 2008 ( [oh no] @ 1:27 AM ) spent the whole of a night trying to search for a report book which didnt even exist in my house and realising the next day that it is still in GO without having touched over the whole holidays. yes im blur thank you. yes and i create troubles for myself to worry. i should really really quit this happy-go-lucky attitude. sec four already. i need that low MSG to get me into HCJC. i dont want to be retained. i want to buck up on my chem math and lang arts. because now its not on percentage, but on MSGs and its freaking me out. everyone was stressed out even before school really started. the talks and the looks on each teachers' face have already applied all the pressure on us. and everyones going to go back home and wonder where we should start aiming for. new form teacher new chem teacher lang arts teacher new clit teacher. it brings happiness and sadness at the same time. sigh and im FM again! =D glad to be in class comm and be there to do something. but that means a bit more responsibility as well which i usually lack. RY lets jiayou tgt! arent you happy that youre in class comm as well haha! goals and aims and wishes for year 2008: not to be a procrastinator anymore not to sleep the moment i get back from school until night get MORE involved in current affairs and not just taiwan's not to slack every weekend off get more enthusiastic in any activities cut down on animes and mangas. more on books and newspapers. i hope. we all wont fall down and die. Tuesday, January 01, 2008 ( [this music] @ 6:19 PM ) I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG. And Hwang Jini is much better than mo nv you xi i think. haha lizi you agree with me right! we both thought that mo nv you xi was okay in the beginning but so lousy in the end and it made me stop watching. No offence to anyone. personal feeling. Hwang Jini made my mum ewe and I cry like theres no tomorrow. I think its somehow comparable to Da Chang Jin. and its like Memoirs of a Geisha. Conclusion: Hwang Jini is nice. go and watch it! edited: i still cant believe the fact that school is starting tomorrow! throwing the reason that i still have 3 subjects' hw to do away, i still really cant believe it. it's like our holidays are shortened to only one month due to our trip to china.strange. ( [happy new year!] @ 2:21 PM ) watched countdown in singapore and in taiwan. haha it was kind of weird switching channels every moment the adverts came on. but still! saw lots of singers and it was worth it. hope that everyone's new year wishes come true and their goals reached. as for me, i still have my lots of homeworks waiting to be done. how happy. lol! my resolution for the new year: not to be a procrastinator anymore and not to spend time on useless things too much. i know its going to be really very impossible, but its a small step. and. i know im still going to be late. ha! |
