Taint a celestial vault for me in shades of blue, and sprinkle stars over clear waters, emulating musical notes floating through frozen times. Give me a sandglass containing grains of memories, take a photo of someone dancing through the prairie fields, or maybe filter Paris's boulevards and cafes in vintage lens -- drown me in such ethereal worlds.
I've just been relieved of the dark woeful memory. a memory that i would have chosen not to have remembered, nor even think of it again. but yet, we tend to remember those that we fear of most strongly.
luckily, we've still got friends who love us. ^.^
love overpowers those who fears.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
( [Just breathe] @ 8:06 PM)
I was tidying up my box of letters and flying msns and notes etc just now.
the past memories really brings back wonderful feelings. Its like you laugh at the things you see and read and recounter the scene as though it was only yesterday.
and then you link the scenes to other scenes, reiterate the past and you realise how old we've all gotten.
and then you shake your head and sigh at the time that flew past and muse over how innocent we were when we were young.
how ive missed those times. the simple worries that had seemed so big to us at that time. now i could give up anything to go back to that carefree, active moments.
there. thats it.
by the way, this song is Enya's Only Time. I like Caribbean Blue as well. NYMD had a dance to that. anyway! lyrics at sidebar.
on another note, hweetian!! i found our harry potter script!!!!!!! can you believe how happy i was!
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
( [godd] @ 3:30 PM)
OH SHOOTS SHARKS RATS.
I JUST REALIZED THAT I HAVE CHOIR ON 27TH AND 28TH. AND I JUST EMAILED THE WRL PERSON ASKING WHETHER I CAN GO FOR CIP ON 27TH AND 28TH. HOW DUMB CAN I GET?!
( [a] @ 3:26 PM)
now all i do is slack. rest. sleep. hibernate. eat. masticate. repeat that and my holidays are gone (:
im so useful!
hurhur.
only time
Monday, December 24, 2007
( [backback!] @ 2:37 PM)
yayyy im backbackback!! =DD 19th to 21st was TXY camp (: and even though there were times when I feel like just dropping down and cry, most of the times it was great and fun. <3!
i want to go back again!
first time in my whole life did i ever TRULY stay awake for the whole night, until the very next morning. we were playing cards and minding our own business and poof one moment the sky was dark and it turned whitish blue.
lovely sunrise.
I miss sleeping on the big platforms hearing the wind and raising my head seeing airplanes fly past real close. but most of all i miss my group fellow TXYs! even though we didnt win its still okay. shui3 zu3 forever!!
oh. and i want to play saboteur once again!! so fun so fun so fun. ^^
another note: loads of photo swappings to be done. china trip and ht's hse trip. when will i ever get it all done. and when will i ever go to the carpark!
OHYES. I LOVE OUR CAMP DANCE. SUPER NICE. OH. AND MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
( [oh no] @ 8:40 PM)
oh no. oh no. oh nonononos.
will be away from 19th to 21st.
AHHHH whyywhyywhyy are there so many homeworks which i have not even touched on and yet still waking up everyday thinking of the stars moons suns abcs?
have a nice fright of my life. (: 4 more visits to WRL for a complete NYAA service. piles and piles of LA CL Chem Math BSP to be done. 4 days of camping outside home. 2 days of school visiting for choir.
im trying to relocate my mind. i know im like this.
tomorrow is a different day.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
( [these things I'll never say] @ 1:01 AM)
these things I'll never sayy.
fine scratch that and forget whatever i said okay? its absolutely pointless to argue on it with you. totally pointless.
in quite a down mood now.worrying over things that have solutions deemed easy but, i just cant pull myself up to it. and the upgrading of the network turned out to be a disaster and oh why did we ever click that option??
now the wireless is off so temporarily i cant use my LP. for about a week. oh great. sighsighsigh.
and i thought that i have been right all these years. i have been blinded by the surface looks and kept thinking and hoping that maybe its not such a bad thing after all. and then one day the truth smacks in your face and finally it dawns on you that actually all this while your heart has been hiding the dark side from you. and that i have lived in ignorance.
why do we tend to remember the ugly pasts and forget about the good memories?
these things i'll never say. oh and i got my MP4 back repaired. (:
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
( [simplicity is the answer] @ 6:08 PM)
i met pyu-chan at breadtalk today! sadly couldnt go in because we were in a rush. plus daddy was with me. and from a distance away you looked sad. something bothering you? cheer up kays ^^
been keeping my nails long and waiting for the fashion show. i know what pyu-chan means now. its really quite difficult when typing, esp when im worried about scraping off the print on the keyboard. hmm.
conclusion: arrange the fashion show earlier so that i can cut my nails earlier as well!
living in detest.
Monday, December 10, 2007
( [testing] @ 6:47 PM)
heyo! here are the photos! (testing out blogger on my laptop) i shot these on the first few days when i just came back from china. i still like the clothes worn in singaore more. <3
new top. new pants. both given by my mum's fren!
the nightmare before christmas bag i bought in china ^^
new top again + ewe's shorts
in this photo, we both think that my hair look like the girl main character's hair (youxi) in the drama "mo nv you xi" haha.
this is when both sides are curled.
my masterpiece on ewe haha.
what i wanted to say here is i think i look weird but yet it still seem to fit. weird is the good thing to say.
and today ht came to admiralty to shop so i went to accompany her and decided to buy her this hello kitty purse, since ive been late for so many times and have been excused magnanimously. hah. and it feels happy to give smthing and see someone (esp best fren) happy as well.
and the accompanying buying trip ended up with ht coming to my hse and we played the piano surfed the net and recorded a lame MV with a nice song. ^^
OH. an we curled ewe's hair again. hahah! i guess her hair must have been dried up after the numerous attempts to "get her pretty". but thank you so much!! for compromising with our playful ideas and never complaining. love you lots <3.>
shall post the second round of photos next time. ht and i even did researching on the methods of curling so this time round it looks so much better. (:
had a wonderful time. looking forward to the next trip to ht's hse!
( [gone and away] @ 3:16 AM)
currently trying to search for another song. if you happen to chance upon this, you will hear nothing.
( [im here for you] @ 1:52 AM)
photos finally!! =DD beware: 188 photos. decription: Nanjing, first stop in china others: because we normally help each other take photos with our own cams to save time, the photos here will show more of my friends rather than me. when i get the rest i'll upload as well! there are more to come! (Suzhou, Hangzhou, Shaoxin, Ningbo (Zhenghai), Shanghai)
